Crash Crashed Crashing Crushed

I always know that there's a possibility that it will CRASH.

And tonight, it CRASHED.

I saw it CRASHING in my own hands, but there was nothing I can do.

All the special dates/appointments on the calendar is gone. All the contacts are gone. My schedule is a clean sheet now and I am CRUSHED.

I'm the kind who needs to have everything organised. I need a plan. I need to know what's going to happen in the next few hours or days. I get jit-jit when things are not going according to schedule.

there are always lessons i never learn. always back up back up back up. even if it's just a tiny pda. =_=