some nightmares, you never seem to be able to get rid of.

Ever since I missed the damn flight

I've been having recurring nightmares of missing flights in different manner:

I missed the boarding time cos I went to grab something to eat

I missed the boarding time cos I was stuck in traffic

I missed the boarding time, even when it's a ferry and we're at the terminal.

It got even more ridiculous last night.

Me and bro were heading out somewhere.

We checked in luggages, went through security,

were told there was a flight delay...

and instead of staying put at the waiting area,

we went home!

all the while thinking that we will have enough time in between.

What were we thinking?!?!?

It's not even possible to leave the airport and just hop into a cab after we've gone through immigration.

I woke up feeling damn lost and angry at myself

and took a damn long and hot shower

and then a few things dawned upon me:

dreams hardly become reality

and if you missed the right flight,

you may never find another one.