insecurity

Whenever we have something planned in the near future to be completed together, i feel a wash of happiness over myself.

I wonder if it's cos I never thought we'd go this far, and any planning ahead meant a couple of additional months together...

Did I use to think this way?

You said you don't want your heart to be brokened by a girl again, you're too old for that.

I worry I'd suffer your fate instead.

Perhaps the only way forward is to look ahead, in the same direction, hand in hand.